Xzuk's Room.

Xzuk was pissed off so, what better than to lock the door and blare his 3 favorite anger management songs? ... You guessed it, nothing is better.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4EoWpbTEEuk

Why don't we end this lie?
I can't pretend this time
I need a friend to find,
My broken mind, before it falls to pieces...

Every time,
(This suffering!)
this timeYou tried to leave me blind
(This suffering!)
You'll never close my eyes,
(This suffering!)
You'll never close my eyes and watch me die![/i

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-f__KyX6RiA

[i]I'll find myself today...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9E-j2sGImzY

I don't care too much for
Your backstabbin' and side steppin'
You're all sweet talk, you're all lust
You're the kind yeah, I don't trust
I gotta get out, step aside
Before you damage my pride
Let me through don't spoil my view
I gotta get away, away from you

Oh no no never thought I'd feel so low
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
But I ain't gonna hide
And yesterday everything seemed okay
Yeah you better run and hide away
Oh you better hide

Yeah I'm out, out on the street
But I'm back on my feet
I might lose it, so get wise
Stop your usin' and your lies
Oh my friend don't stick around
Your time is up, the chips are down
Let me through don't spoil my view
I gotta get away, away from you

Oh no no never thought I'd feel so low
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
But I ain't gonna hide
And yesterday everything seemed okay
Yeah you better run and hide away
Oh you better hide

You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
You got me runnin', runnin', runnin'

Runnin' away
Watch me run
Runnin', runnin', runnin'

Oh no no never thought I'd feel so low
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
But I ain't gonna hide
And yesterday everything seemed okay
Yeah you better run and hide away
Oh you better hide

You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
You got me runnin', you got me runnin'
I'm gettin' out, you got me runnin'
You can't say no no more, you got me runnin'
Get out the door, you got me runnin'
You got me runnin'

Looks like its another one of those fuckin' days....

He began punching the solid steel walls until his knuckles were either blue and purple or they were bleeding. Afterwards he just sat with his forehead to the wall.

"God dammit..."

Ugh... getting better..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iLLd3IWBbg

Day and night black and white
You take it all for granted
I'm the one who turns you on

When you don't know where you belong
And nothin' seems to matter
I'm the one who's holding on

It's alright to be wrong
All we need's a little time
But nothing here can last that long

We show the world a brand new face
It's taken us all this time
All this time
All of this doubt
We get to work it out
All of this doubt
We get to work it out

Yesterday lost your way
Still looking for an answer
I'm the one who holds the key

When you don't know where you belong
And nothing seems to matter
I'll unlock this mystery

All of this doubt
Day and night - Black and White
Take it all for granted
We get to work it out
I'm the one who turns you on
Turns you on - Turns you on
All of this doubt

When you don't know where you belong
And nothin' seems to matter
We get to work it out
I'm the one who's holdin' on
Holdin' on - Holdin' on

I have a new arch enemy. Insomnia.
And aiding my insomnia is my acoustic and this bloody song... GRR!!!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6zT3LzXzhJo

From insomnia to heartache... This is such A shitty week, words can't even describe...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gdb8UAxNKXQ

For those of you who actually look at this, I've been in a bad mood lately for a few reasons, but one rose above the others. My cousin Steven was hospitalized earlier in the week and was pronounced dead little over 20 minutes ago. So yeah...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_M3vC7BA-s

I saw you on a screen
An icon, a legend, a king
I heard it in a song
That's still goin' strong

A shooting star across the sky
You kiss the earth and say goodbye

Only the good die young
Only the good die young
Crashing into the sun
Only the good die young

You'll always be here

I saw you in a dream
You're fallin' apart at the seams
I heard it in your voice
But you had no choice

Cause genius is a heavy load
That leads you down a lonely road
But love never dies

Only the good die young
Only the good die young
Crashing into the sun
Only the good die young

A shooting star across the sky
You kiss the earth and say goodbye

Only the good die young
Only the good die young
Crashing into the sun
Only the good die young

Only the good die young
Only the good die young

Is it possible that mountain dew is more addictive than heroin? ...
The answer is yes.

And once again, insomnia strikes... Fml.... And once again... my acoustic begs to be played...

I need a fucking walk... Followed by a drink... A few drinks...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wa-hhfKF5IA

Living after midnight, rockin' to the dawn
Lovin' 'til the morning, then I'm gone, I'm gone

Three things.
One. Fuck walks. They just make me more pissed off.
Two. Fuck police. Curfews are bullshit. Be happy I didn't deck the peice of bacon in the face...
Three. Acoustic guitars are pure evil. They Aid insomnia in any way they can...

Hmm... Dammit.... Four. Despite all of the acoustic guitars evils, I learn a lot way too fast on one. Plus it just makes a great tone for my voice. Just learned this.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oSzsGaN2fs0

Oh yeah, and Five. He stole my haircut. Ass... But I stole his better voice ^_^

So... Got a vocal training book... And the words used in it are so big it frightens me.

And There are muscles I didn't know existed that are needed to control and maintain a voice...

Fml... Why did I have to take up frontman position? I miss doing lead guitar...

So, I've been logging sparratically all day.

Mainly because, I've been laying down guitar tracks for an upcoming EP.
I'm gonna give you guys the link when it's done, and I'd love some input.

Hoping to have it done by the 7th of August.

But, for any guitarists on the forum, I recommend getting Reaper recording software. Stuff is insane.
You can do multi-tracking and overdubbs. I can make my music sound more perfected than Def Leppards with that program.

Again, looking forward to the reviews ^_^
I'll post when it's finished.

Mann.... I hate rainy days... Ruined the beach >=(

So.. Guys.. I have the stupidest question ever to ask...

I left my sliding glass doors open for like an hour right. And A cat wandered into my house. Now it won't leave. Do I keep it? Or do I throw it back out...?

Its so wittle....

take it to the vet. then after he's all good adopt him. but be careful, pets can cost alot to take care of. lotsw of resposablity.

Responsibility is my... no.... Yeah... I hate responsibility... But how can I say no to a kitten?... The vet it is... Tomorrow...

Gettin tired of these lonely nights...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JMkFjYRWM4M

Angie, angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You cant say were satisfied
But angie, angie, you cant say we never tried
Angie, youre beautiful, but aint it time we said good-bye?
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, angie, dont you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But angie, angie, aint it time we said good-bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You cant say were satisfied
But angie, I still love you, baby
Evrywhere I look I see your eyes
There aint a woman that comes close to you
Come on baby, dry your eyes
But angie, angie, aint it good to be alive?
Angie, angie, they cant say we never tried

So. My buddy has a blog called Dilhole. And I got tazed in it today. And, may I just say, it didn't hurt as bad as people make it out to.

Once I find the damn link I'll edit and add it...

*Edit*
The things I do for my friends..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zUhhNZiu1Tg

See me get tazed =D ... fml...

God damn... His voice is so... beautiful... Makes me wanna quit being a singer... Fml...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvghxuLsuXE

Don't mind if you treat me bad again, I don't care anymore
Life's too short to make trouble out of small things
It is better this way, I'm sort of laid back today
Close my ears when words come flying out, I've heard them all before
With just a lot of hope flushing down the drain, it is better this way
I am going away


I tried and then some more
Instead of dragging the both of us down
Divide separate ways
It's never easy this way, it's never easy this way


My palms are sweating, I'm barely aware, what I'm turning down
A soul for life that is what I've been told think it's better this way
I will regret it one day


I tried and then some more
Instead of dragging the both of us down
Divide separate ways
It's never easy this way, it's never easy this way


Talk to me, throw the ball back
I've been here before there is no turning back
Talk to me just tell it like it is
Just two afraid souls, going at each other, at each other
We're at the crossroad going separate ways, time to say it as it is
And if we bump into each other one day we'll be better then
Maybe we can start all over again
Yeahhh


I tried and then some more
Instead of dragging the both of us down
Divide separate ways
It's never easy this way, its never easy this way
I tried and then some more
Instead of dragging the both of us down
Divide separate ways
It's never easy this way, it's never easy this way

So. My first day of UCF wrestling and God damn... I had no idea how intense their training routine was. On the bright side, I know I can still kick some ass ^_^

We had 12 matches and I won 7 of mine. (That's good lol)

We then proceeded to run 16 miles non stop. Took us 3 hours. I gotta say, it feels nice to get out of the house and move around a bit...

But the main point of this post is simply to say that I'll be online a lot less often, so if you need me, PM me. And I'm still Rping, so don't count me out!

It's 3 in the morning. I start wrestling training in half an hour. And I'm going willingly... Am I insane?
Gah!!! Can't wait!! First meet of the season! Guys better wish me luck
^_^

(*Edit*--- won 4/6 matches... not too bad for me lol... also managed to rip my calf muscle =/...)


And... since I'm bad with words, somethings been nagging at me... and I dunno how to say it... So Ima let the music do it for me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfWl1Fn-FrE

Wake up Maggie, I think I've got something to say to you
It's late September and I really should be back at school
I know I keep you amused
But I fell I'm being used
Oh Maggie, I couldn't have tried any more
You led me away from home
Just to save you from being alone
You stole my heart and that's what really hurts

The morning sun when it's in your eyes really shows your age
But that don't worry me none, in my eyes you're everything
I laughed at all of your jokes
My love you didn't need to coax
Oh Maggie, I couldn't have tried any more
You led me away from home
Just to save you from being alone
You stole my soul and that's a pain I can do without

All I needed was a friend to lend a helping hand
But you turned into a lover and mother, what a lover, you wore me out
All you did was wreck my bed
And in the morning kick me in the head
Oh Maggie, I couldn't have tried any more
You led me away from home
'Cause you didn't want to be alone
You stole my heart, I couldn't leave you if I tried

I suppose I could collect my books and go on back to school
Or steal my daddy's cue and make a living at playing pool
Or find myself a rock and roll band
That needs a helping hand
Oh Maggie, I wished I'd never seen your face
You made a first class fool out of me
But I'm as blind as a fool can be
You stole my heart but I love you anyway
I'd never seen your face
I'll get on back home, one of these days

Decided to dedicate a cover song to a certain someone at the show this Thursday, I just hope we don't fuck it up. Wish me luck on this one.. She's kinda like... WAY the hell out of my league...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uY0DPmnkd8

*edit*
Slow week for the site. I get the feeling this site is crashing... eh... whatever.. anyone who wants to Rp, start a post and I'll join in when I can.